If You Wish for My Despair

A roller-coaster of emotions ,one of the best  satisfying  endings

This is an ill fated love story... just saying.

This is NOT a romance manhwa, just as the title suggests it's pure tragedy and trauma, the history is really well written and the ending is fitting for the protagonists.
If you are expecting a happy ending or romance between the fl and ml then don't read this, this one is for people that enjoy suffering.

art was decent
storytelling was also nice 
but plot was just depresing from start to end

Not good but not bad to be honest it's a depressing story nothing goes well...
The two main characters don't have a big development it's just a tragic story.
And the last 10 chap are kind of disappointing ( for me it's been a while more than 10 chapter....)

Listen the 5 star people have a point that it shows why villains become villains except that the male lead has gone past the point of any form of redemption and the torture is gratuitous. I'm writing this at 60+ chapters and I need to say this. DON'T READ THIS MANGA. Many of us who read these types of tropes do it for a revenge arc or a redemption arc or even just a "I accidentally became the Fl cuz I'm oblivious and nice" arc. This is none of these. This is pain. This is just watching broken humans become more broken and inflict pain upon each other without learning or growing or any form of relief. There is no comic relief. No slice of life moments that most writers know you use to make characters relatable and ease tension. No tension is eased. Many of us held out hoping for the mc to find freedom or just any form of happiness only to see more hurt and torment. There is no rock bottom only an endless pit of despair. Every chapter trashes your mental health for the day. Those of us still holding on are here with dead eyes basically holding vigil as we watch her torment and pray that she may one day finally die and find some semblance of peace. I read a spoiler early on that this may be a reincarnation one and the pain continues and that is just cruel beyond words. The amount of time I've been in the manga community is not short and with all the things I've seen and read I consider myself a jaded reader at this point. Not much can shake me anymore. But 60? 60+ chapters of endless cruelty, hubris, and despair? Even my stomach is turned. I don't know what the author is going for anymore but I hope they are ok. Because this isnt.

As tittle says its sucks if u want to read sad and depression 
This is one of manga u read. 
Only DEATH can bring them to HE** both female lead and male lead. 
This deserve 1 star. No 0 star it should be.

Rocks. 

I read this for the pain it gives me. I like the pain

nothing is wrong with this except too much suffering and depression.all in all pretty good.

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"I like the villainess trope! It's so fun!"

While overal theme of dealing with trauma and hatred is interesting, male lead is disapoint. He is is shallow, passive and have no personality. Every opportunity to act he is just "too tired". We only know he exist because he have doubs in head for 50 chapters, otherwise if we skip all panels with him, story would be the same.

In my opinion I love this story...maybe some people don't find this story interesting but I love this storyline plot and character.. plus it fill many emotions in want story, sad revenge anger...so I find it very good to read ♥️♥️♥️keep it up author love your work🥰🥰

So now you will be thinking why I put one star right?
Is because this is type of manhwa for the person who wants to fu** a character because me I'm so fuc**** pis*** with this story the ml is so fuc**** dumb and he treats her like sh** when him is the fuc**** sh**.
But let us look the good side the fl she wise asf like she intelligent 🧠 she got brain huh I'm not gonna lie I like the story in the first chapters but later I was getting pis*** of for a moment I almost break my phone.
I'm not gonna lie the manhwa is interesting I repeat for people who likes to beat people I swear you will like it
And no hate this is my opinion 
I know that many people will be thinking that why I'm still reading this manhwa is because is so fuc**** interesting so read this even though you are gonna get pis*** of so is up to you
AUTHOR IF YOU SEE THIS REVIEW PLEASE MAKE THE ML GET SOME SENSE

Sorry for rating late... But, but!

At this point the servents are getting on my nerves and that two mother Fuc**** in chapter 23 are also getting on my nerves I don't care if that black haired bi*** and the that red haired tomato end up together I just want her to kill those people who treated her badly 😢 
If the red haired tomato ends up killing that black haired bi*** then that will be fine to me but if not then i don't care.
btw yes I've forgot their names 😅

A lot of the children eating this story don't understand that rating a story badly cause the female lead is going through the developmental phase is silly.

most 1 star complain about how bad the male lead is but most stories start off this way. Some even give spoilers. It's sad. 

I'll tell you this, the story is good you get to see how the male lead acts and see the female lead descend unto madness. The story is a revenge story, no reincarnation . Just emotions of love, hate and betrayal.

Wow just WOW. 

The main lead in this story, my g** he is the worst person I have seen in one of these stories. Like honestly I severely hope that he doesn't find happiness. 

The female lead utterly despises him and it's honestly deserved. He stole every single bit of happiness from her. He abused her verbally and emotionally AND HE'S STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HER?!! like this man honestly deserves no love at all in his life. 

2nd time I hate an husband so bad. If i can give this 0 star i would gladly do it. I feel pity for FL all the time. The moment I think she see hope the husband ruin everything. Idk what happen whit the author for thinking reader would forgive a scum like him but i can tell you I HATE HIM. He digust me. This fuc**** trash who isnt worthy to be called an humain being. F him and f all his servant and f everyone in this story unless one person beside MC who will make her happy. If you like torture yourself whit story like "the mistress run away" this is you cup of tea. 2 trash ML.