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If You Wish for My Despair
To You Who Desire My Despair ; To You Who Wish For My Despair ; あなたが私の絶望を願うなら ; Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara ; 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, "It's a good thing your parents are dead." Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.To You Who Desire My Despair , To You Who Wish For My Despair , , Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara , mangabuddy is a website dedicated to fans of anime, , , , video games, and cosplay. Where you may find all of your anime-related memes, recommendations, reviews, manga recommendations, character fanfiction, favorite quotations, and simply those ordinary anime things that you enjoy, particularly memes.You can Follow mangabuddy if you want to read the latest chapters of the . With a massive collection of hundreds of , all of which have been translated into good English, you'll find enough "reading" material to fill a library. With high-quality artwork, your library will be quickly filled with your .
If you are expecting a happy ending or romance between the fl and ml then don't read this, this one is for people that enjoy suffering.
storytelling was also nice
but plot was just depresing from start to end
The two main characters don't have a big development it's just a tragic story.
And the last 10 chap are kind of disappointing ( for me it's been a while more than 10 chapter....)
This is one of manga u read.
Only DEATH can bring them to HE** both female lead and male lead.
This deserve 1 star. No 0 star it should be.
I read this for the pain it gives me. I like the pain
"I like the villainess trope! It's so fun!"
*Toxic Gossip Train's ukulele jingle suddenly stops with a loud disk scratch*
A GAI (Grand Acolade of Ivern™️) IS IN ORDER, but detoxify with smooshy romance later. It can be... A lot.
Is because this is type of manhwa for the person who wants to fu** a character because me I'm so fuc**** pis*** with this story the ml is so fuc**** dumb and he treats her like sh** when him is the fuc**** sh**.
But let us look the good side the fl she wise asf like she intelligent 🧠 she got brain huh I'm not gonna lie I like the story in the first chapters but later I was getting pis*** of for a moment I almost break my phone.
I'm not gonna lie the manhwa is interesting I repeat for people who likes to beat people I swear you will like it
And no hate this is my opinion
I know that many people will be thinking that why I'm still reading this manhwa is because is so fuc**** interesting so read this even though you are gonna get pis*** of so is up to you
AUTHOR IF YOU SEE THIS REVIEW PLEASE MAKE THE ML GET SOME SENSE
This is a type of comic that makes you wanna say

So good, it's a wreck of fun and hatred, if you like the harmony of narcissistic and harming content. Read this!
If the red haired tomato ends up killing that black haired bi*** then that will be fine to me but if not then i don't care.


A lot of the children eating this story don't understand that rating a story badly cause the female lead is going through the developmental phase is silly.
most 1 star complain about how bad the male lead is but most stories start off this way. Some even give spoilers. It's sad.
I'll tell you this, the story is good you get to see how the male lead acts and see the female lead descend unto madness. The story is a revenge story, no reincarnation . Just emotions of love, hate and betrayal.
The main lead in this story, my g** he is the worst person I have seen in one of these stories. Like honestly I severely hope that he doesn't find happiness.
The female lead utterly despises him and it's honestly deserved. He stole every single bit of happiness from her. He abused her verbally and emotionally AND HE'S STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HER?!! like this man honestly deserves no love at all in his life.


- Chapter 95
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 46.5
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 1